My Curse

...I still don't understand why every time I fall in love with someone who is not for me...my whole life has been the same story...and when I finally feel that "this time is the right time", turns out to be just... nothing....this time I really believed that I was corresponded...I saw signs...solid signs of interest from you...and still sense you have some interest in me, but for some reason...you don't do anything about it...which is driving me crazy...

...I know that there are a lot of big reasos to not accept "this", I may have the same reasons too... but do you think that is better to be alone? I don't, I think that there are many ways to make this to happen...and if we do it.. we could be really happy....I'm really sure of that...

...every time I close my eyes I see you there, standing looking at me, but doing nothing...and just walking away....

..I would love to hear from you...to listen your stories...likes and dislikes....to share with you....I know we don't have a lot of things in common, but for me that's one of the thing that I like the most from you....is like...mmm I don't know how to describe it...I'm so hooked up on you......

...please don't walk away....it's hurting me...so badly...

do you think at leats....we could be friends?

...damn it man!!

why...everything is so comlicated..., like I said before....I really hope that one day we could talk...

...and become friends...at least...

I know you want it too...please...don't deny it

I really....really...l...